keep y0u much l0nger..

i'm in lub wid tis s0ng by ak0n recently..mayb its cuz it really reminds mi 0f hw my current relati0nship wid sean i guess..u knw hw he rarely hab time 4 mi n stuffs..bt i'm kinda w0rried tt 1dae it'll b his turn 2 feel wad i've been g0in thru nw..wen he finally hab e time 4 mi, i wil n0 l0nger hab much time 4 him..nt cuz i'm d0in it 0n purp0se..bt m0re 2 e fact tt i'll hab m0re resp0nsibilties in e future..4 nw..i'm nt w0rkin cuz 0f my impendin c0urt case..bt aft tt..i'll surely w0rk hard 4 my parents n 4 myself..its lk hw e song g0es..wen i m really l0nely cuz he's t0o bz, i learnt hw 2 fly..0n my 0wn..jus 2 keep myself 0ccupied durin e times wen he wasnt there..i w0nder hw he'll c0pe wid it..he's nt really a str0n guy..bt he's really undrstndin..n sensitive in a wae..it kinda gt mi w0rried..n wid e fact tt i mit b inside 4 a wk..i'm w0rried tt he wun wait 4 mi..he mite jus find sum1 else u knw..jus tinkin abt l0sin him makes mi wana cry s0o badly..its undeniable tt i lub him..n i dun d0ubt his lub 4 mi..its jus tt..i'm w0rried tt sum1 mite jus cum al0ng n jus snatch him awae frm mi while i'm g0ne..tis is e greatez 0pp0rtunity 4 it..i jus kinda nid him in my life..he's alwaez there 2 gib mi c0urage wen i nid it..wad happens wen he's nt there..i'm scared..i d0wana l0se him..n i dun lk e t0t 0f even l0sin him..it sux n it hurtz..mayb i'm jus bein paran0id..u knw..wenever i get e chance 2 mit him, i jus wish tt time wld st0p 0r b pr0l0nged..i jus wana keep him 2 myself much l0nger..bt life is unfair..wen u're havin fun wid e 1 wh0m u lub, time flies by s0o fast n b4 u knw it..its time 2 let g0..e time i've spent wid him nv seem enuf..bt its sumtin tt i really lub n treasure al0t..n0 matter where 0r wad we're up t0, its s0o much fun..there's jus s0o much j0y..n i dun wish 2 ever l0se sumtin s preci0us s tis..it'll jus brk mi int0 pieces..e pieces tt he n my bel0ved frenz spent s0o much time puttin baq t0gether..he's my pillar 0f strength..al0ng wid my treasured frenz..wid0ut u guys..i wldnt b wh0 i m nw..smilin s0o hapiely..abit r0ugh n crude bt h0nezt..e tins u guys pass n taught mi r alwaez g0na b wid mi 4 life..n0 matter wad happens..its nw bcum an impt part 0f mi..n i'll alwaez treasure tis lil gifts..i'm jus tankful 2 evri1..2 b able 2 knw u guys 0ut there r e greatez..lets alwaez keep tis lub n frenship g0in 0n 4 a much much l0nger time aitez..tc..i lub u guys b4, nw n 4ever..muackz..hehe..s0o freakin mushy sia..i kinda s0und stupid nw..bt its e truth n its e w0rdz tt i've finally been able 2 pull 0ut frm my heart..