t0 my ever dearez baby b0i..

n0 w0rds can ever describe my lub 4 u..i knw tis s0und cheezy..hahax..n dun even tink tt u'll ever hear it cumin 0utta my m0uth aitez..t0dae's finally the dae i guess..i jus wana take tis 0pp0rtunity 2 ap0l0gise 2 u if i've d0ne u ani wr0n 0r my acti0ns 0r w0rds hab hurt u..th0ugh raya is jus ard the c0rner..hahax..eventh0ugh its been nearly 2mths since we gt t0gether..the times i've spent wid u..even if it was rare..i had the bezt time ever..bein wid u hab made mi realise hw it feels 2 b l0ved..i really appreciate it al0t..wenever i'm wid u..i can nv st0p smilin..0h g0d tis hurts..2 even tink tt i'll b separated frm u..its makin mi hard 2 breathe..i wish tt i cld jus tell u hw much i lub u..bt i mit jus end up sayin sumtin snarky..ytd..as u pr0mized mi..u spent the wh0le dae wid mi..i was damn bl0ody hapie..bt at the same time..i felt miserable inside..i really wished tt e dae wil nv ever end..n jus b wid u much l0nger..hahax..tts dumb rite..i knw..wen the end 0f the dae came..n u waited wid mi 4 my buz 2 arrive..i realised hw much i lub n nid u in my life..wen the stupid buz finally did arrive..i really didnt wana let u g0..it hurts lk fuck man..i was tryin very..very..very hard nt 2 burst int0 tears rite infr0nt 0f u..cuz i knw tt its jus s hard 4 u..arghhh..!! my eyes r pretty blurred n my keyb0ard is kinda wet..my tears wldnt st0p drippin..dun w0rie aitez..i'll b fine..in a wae i guess..muz tc 0f urself aitez..dun sm0ke 0nli k dear..muz alwaez rmb 2 eat..ltr kena gastric..0h my g0d..i'm s0o w0rried abt u la..bt i M hapie..wen u hugged mi n said tt u'll wait 4 mi..if i had died ytd..i dun tink tt i'll hab tt much regrets..i saved tis bl0g msg jus 4 u..h0pin tt u'll read it if i'm nt by ur side by e end 0f t0dae..n knw hw much i lub u..izit t0o much 2 ask 4 if i were 2 sae tt hw i wish n h0pe tt u r here 2 c0mf0rt mi wen i'm bein such a crybaby..? bt tinkin abt it..i wld prefer u nt see-in mi bein s0o weepy n em0ti0nal ba..hahax..i'm kinda fickle-minded rite..? i guess tt i'm 0verwhelmed by my c0nflictin em0ti0ns at tis very m0ment..tell evri1 tt i'm g0na miz them aitez..n pls take beta care 0f urself..b4 i cum aft u pers0nally..hehe..i'm such a weird gerfy aft all..hahax..tt made mi feel abit beta..btw..i'm s0rie 4 bein s0o mushy..its s0o nt mi la..hahax..if its sum1 else's bl0g, i mite even find it disgustin 0r t0uched..depends..n i mite tink tt the bl0gger is psych0 0r sumtin..i'll alwaez lub u sean chia..n0 matter where u 0r i may b..as l0ng as 0ur hearts r c0nnected..