can it get ani worse??

life seems 2 get harder dae by dae..i gt whacked pretty badly by my stepdad laz fri..or was it thurs?? niwaez..he gave mi 3mths 2 find a proper job n get a plc 2 live in..guess tt means he's kickin mi out..haiz..i'm kinda disappointed in my mum ah..actually..i'm v disappointed in her ah..she doesnt seem 2 care abt mi at all..n i'm her onli daughter..its v heartbrkin u knw..she didnt even look 4 mi..wads e whole pt of mi usin a hp if she doesnt even knw hw 2 cntct mi at all?? even my elder bro is disappointed n mad at her..i knew tt my mum's character is lk tis all along..bt i jus dowana believe it..aft all, she IS my mum rite?? i tot tt she wld b by my side no matter wad happens..its nt as if i'm an adopted child..i'm her real flesh n blood daughter tt she carried 4 9mths..i jus dun get it y she chose 2 abandon mi instead..